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lyrics
I've built myself from nothing
Just scattered bones
No structure no stability
Always at home
The devil got the best of me
My mind went sour
Thinner each and every day
Weaker by the hour
I wasted a year of my life
Thinking about eating right
I wasted a year of my life holding back the reapers knife
Push me down
I'll come back swinging
Rebuild myself from the ground
You knocked me out
I got up and won the round
Now nothing's holding me down
I guess I over reacted
I didn't see
Myself like everyone else did
A fucking creep
The center of attention
Tried but I couldn't hide
Myself from all of their eyes
Said I'm doing fine
Well I guess that now it's over
With the truth unsaid
But I bet they'll all remember
Now I'm the living dead
Well since they all remember
I'll embrace my past
I've built myself from nothing
And I'm never going back
I wasted a year of my life
Thinking about eating right
I wasted a year of my life holding back the reapers knife
Push me down
I'll come back swinging
Rebuild myself from the ground
You knocked me out
I got up and won the round
Now nothing's holding me down
I remember all the times my mother would hold me in her arms crying baby eat
I remember all the times my father would hold back tears to look strong for me
And I remember when I'd sit down stubborn I'd turn my back I'd disbelieve
And I remember all the times I'd lie down and cry for myself I’d pray for myself
Push me down
I'll come back swinging
Knock me out
I'll see the light again
Push me down
I'll come back swinging
Rebuild myself from the ground
You knocked me out
I got up and won the round
Now nothing's holding me down
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